Mother’s lies give me butterflies

as i just lay here and let out a long weeping sigh                  

trying not to cry

wanting say goodbye

i can feel the heartbeat as it slowly dies

my skin feels tight

i’ve already lost sight

no one will answer

my feeling are a dancer

prancing  around in a place that’s broken

they remain unspoken

they haven’t awoken

as they fall to the ground

they don’t make a sound

they’re so tightly bound

to the world that circles around

at hypothetical ball of nothing

what’s our upbringing

really i mean what is the meaning

what’s the purpose

why do i feel so worthless

a world of mess